Saturday, January 29, 2005

after party. i was disappointed that mervyn cant make it. but ive got the girls and their presents. they gave my a surprise cake too,thank you babes. (: so xinny told me that dont worry girl ltr u'll enjoy the hell out of your life. there'll be double happiness. yes indeed,all of them surprised me. and they brought mervyn here! he wanted to give me a surprise and told me he couldnt make it initally. at that point of time when i saw him,my heart jumped,i experienced andrealine rush. blood was rushing thru my brain,IS THAT REALLY HIM? and for christ sake it was him! he's real,he was there,right in front of me,smiling to me. and told me to give him a biggy wissy hug. words couldnt describe my feelings at that point of time.i was exhilarated! mervyn,you really did surprised me,thank you baby boy. black's crowd wasnt gd today. but luckily ive got the girls and mervyn with me. but his friend got into some trouble so it dint really ended up the way it should be. but i was glad he turned up,i was happy that he wanted to surprise me. this was the happiest day of my 18 years of life. and yes,im speaking from the bottom of my heart. you are sucha sweet thing you know?and i so hafta give you a big hug for that. and thank you girls,really.for giving me sucha good present that by bringing him here. you girls are the best,and i really mean the best. and after listening to this particular song,my emotions are starting to flow out and i so hafta pen it down here. we have been friends for so long,near a decade,and you guys are the ones who understand me the most. you girls know wot i like the most,wot i dislike the most,wot i desire the most and wot i hope for the most. and how many friends in your life could do that? i cherish all of you,every single one,xinny,tomo and sophia. we share all our laughters,happiness,sorrows and tears together. we were there for each other when anyone of us felt like crumbling to the end of the world. our hands,our shoulders,our words. its all out there without being asked,without being yeiled. it has became a routine,a habit,which we had for years. and it's not gonna change.and hell no i wouldnt wana change. cos without you girls,there isnt this audrey now.no way girls. you girls made me into wot i am now,wot i am today.and i thank you for that cos im happy with wot i am now,wot i am today. i guess in the first place if we do not know each other,i wouldnt be enjoying that much of my teenage years. i guess it's all destiny,it's all fated. fated that the 4 of us are so bonded,so united. the togetherness is something that can never be replaced. nothing,nothing can replace this friendship which i cherished so much. when i was down,you girls were there for me. imagine wot would happen if you girls aint there for me?i guess i'll jus sob alone. you guys are just the light which lights up the darkness in the room,the rain when there's a drought,the sun when there's a thunderstorm. words can't really express wot im feeling right now. and all i wana say is jus a big thank you,to the 3 of you. thank you aint enough,but i just want the 3 of you to know,that deep down in my heart,i appreciate wot all of you did for me. thou sometimes we would have some childish arguements, but i guess that's wot made our friendship so much stronger,so much firmer. and finally,i wana say this,i cherish the 3 of you,i really do. feel like crying after typing so much. true friends are hard to find,and im lucky to have found you girls. you are my soul,the air i breathe,the friends that i'll never let go for life.

Friday, January 28, 2005

new fotos up,finally.partying shit

all thanks to xinny baby. im gonnnnnnnnnaaa celebrate my bday tonight! early celebration thou cos sadly,my bday wk falls on my common test wk. who cares but oh hellllll yeahh. my 18th bash which only happens once in a life time. this is one of the many greatest happy moments in my life. -you hafta make up to me alright,now it doesnt feel so bad.but like you said,just imagine that you're there.

Saturday, January 22, 2005

clubbing 3 days in a row dint wore me out that badly. but yes it was helluva an experience. SO YES I SHOUT TO EVERYONE THAT I REALLY DID ENJOY MYSELF TO THE FULLEST! we took photos like nobody's business, danced like nobody's business. photobitchwhores,yes we were. but my exams are coming,real soon. so here i coming boring textbooks,im gonna dig into you again.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

school ends at 1 today. my oh my i haven end that early in i cant remember when. so i met up with tomo and xinny for whiles. they're fucking going back to aussie in 1 mth's time. so who's gonna club with me? who's gonna drink with me? smoke with me?shop with me?dance with me? share my problems with?blabber my nonsense to and tolerate my pms mood swing days? who who who? just 3 short simple words. FUCK IT MAN. after that i met up with shar xinghui and lydia. babes we are so gonna go clubbing together again. so my bday is coming.cny is coming.i hafta remake my lost ic.valentines day is coming. all this shit need big bucks. so for valentines day i think ill end up celebrating with my usual girls. so let all the lonely souls unite that day together. or should i phrase it in a better way,let singlehood rock that night baaabbbbyyyy.

Saturday, January 15, 2005

so a quick summary of wot happened this week. black on wed with my usual babes and oh wot wot wot happened. i got drunk.i puked.i cant walk properly.i met new people. luckily they were there for me or i jus wont fucking know wot to do. loads of alcohol,groovy loud music,fuckingfantastic company and the happening crowd. so today xinny phia and me had our filled for dinner at SICC. consisting of seafood bee hoon,california maki,fried fish cake,green apple and honeydew juice. not forgetting the glorious dessert. black forest cake,some frigging gd fruit cake and almond tart. we ate till we were filled to our brim. met up with jovi and burger and chilled at nydc. i hella wana go to zouk today but im only left with 10 bucks. S H I T H E L L M A N. so now im home so early on a friday night. fuck?yes man.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i cant resist this picture i so hafta take it from xinny's blog. like wot she said,cheers to sisterhood.i love you girls. here are some yummy fotos. let the fotos do the talking. finally im done.enjoy!

Monday, January 10, 2005

im so damn tired. my energy is draining off,totally,from my body. i feeling weak,im feeling useless,im feeling not like before. i hate this feeling. my eyes are dry,my body is so cold,my feet are wrinkled up. wots turning me into wot i am now? someone please tell me.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

we all discussed and for now we have 7 chilling spots. totallllyyyyyyyyyyy perffeeeeccctttt. ashlee,beyonce,madonna and pink.we all know wot this are. so for the pass week it was quite gd. monday>watched movie with xinny phia and marc. tuesday>met angeline and i bought a pair of jeans. wednesday>mambo night with my sexy ladies. friday>dinner at SICC with my usuals,chilling at spins and off to tomo's hse. saturday>dinner at marche with my usuals again and chilling at holland village. sunday>swam and lunched at SICC with xinny and phia and of cos,my hse ltr. so this was wot happened this week. fabulous feast on saturday. loads and loads of beer next. my fucking phone bill shot up to 194 bucks this month. my mom scolded me man and i really hella dont know why it's so frigging expensive. i need save money for everything. bags,wallet,clothes,my birthday.and wots more to come ive got no idea. and at this point of time,cig smoke is making me feel gross out. weird but true. i cant wait to turn 18,finally i can do more illegal stuff legally.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

haven been updating. so now now now,2-0-0-5 is here. a totally brand new year. new year countdown was FANTASTIC. partying at rouge with hell loads of people. sexy ladies,hunky hunks,white foam,colorful streamers,partying hats. loads and loads of alcohol and cigs. oooooohhh how much better can it get? and i just dyed my hair oh-so-fabulous jet black. so now i look like a chinadoll?my mom thinks my hair looks like a wig. i seriously mega hella urgently need clothes. i need big bucks. i've loads of desires yet to fulfill. someone please help me! mambo night tmr sexy babes. so lets ride down to zouk again once more. marc - take care dude u're going back to aussie land so soon.you better come back for my birthday you hear?miss you!