after party. i was disappointed that mervyn cant make it. but ive got the girls and their presents. they gave my a surprise cake too,thank you babes. (: so xinny told me that dont worry girl ltr u'll enjoy the hell out of your life. there'll be double happiness. yes indeed,all of them surprised me. and they brought mervyn here! he wanted to give me a surprise and told me he couldnt make it initally. at that point of time when i saw him,my heart jumped,i experienced andrealine rush. blood was rushing thru my brain,IS THAT REALLY HIM? and for christ sake it was him! he's real,he was there,right in front of me,smiling to me. and told me to give him a biggy wissy hug. words couldnt describe my feelings at that point of time.i was exhilarated! mervyn,you really did surprised me,thank you baby boy. black's crowd wasnt gd today. but luckily ive got the girls and mervyn with me. but his friend got into some trouble so it dint really ended up the way it should be. but i was glad he turned up,i was happy that he wanted to surprise me. this was the happiest day of my 18 years of life. and yes,im speaking from the bottom of my heart. you are sucha sweet thing you know?and i so hafta give you a big hug for that. and thank you girls,really.for giving me sucha good present that by bringing him here. you girls are the best,and i really mean the best. and after listening to this particular song,my emotions are starting to flow out and i so hafta pen it down here. we have been friends for so long,near a decade,and you guys are the ones who understand me the most. you girls know wot i like the most,wot i dislike the most,wot i desire the most and wot i hope for the most. and how many friends in your life could do that? i cherish all of you,every single one,xinny,tomo and sophia. we share all our laughters,happiness,sorrows and tears together. we were there for each other when anyone of us felt like crumbling to the end of the world. our hands,our shoulders,our words. its all out there without being asked,without being yeiled. it has became a routine,a habit,which we had for years. and it's not gonna change.and hell no i wouldnt wana change. cos without you girls,there isnt this audrey now.no way girls. you girls made me into wot i am now,wot i am today.and i thank you for that cos im happy with wot i am now,wot i am today. i guess in the first place if we do not know each other,i wouldnt be enjoying that much of my teenage years. i guess it's all destiny,it's all fated. fated that the 4 of us are so bonded,so united. the togetherness is something that can never be replaced. nothing,nothing can replace this friendship which i cherished so much. when i was down,you girls were there for me. imagine wot would happen if you girls aint there for me?i guess i'll jus sob alone. you guys are just the light which lights up the darkness in the room,the rain when there's a drought,the sun when there's a thunderstorm. words can't really express wot im feeling right now. and all i wana say is jus a big thank you,to the 3 of you. thank you aint enough,but i just want the 3 of you to know,that deep down in my heart,i appreciate wot all of you did for me. thou sometimes we would have some childish arguements, but i guess that's wot made our friendship so much stronger,so much firmer. and finally,i wana say this,i cherish the 3 of you,i really do. feel like crying after typing so much. true friends are hard to find,and im lucky to have found you girls. you are my soul,the air i breathe,the friends that i'll never let go for life.