it was chinablack again on sat with phia xinn and met some of phia's friends. jugs and jugs of alcohol but wtf i cant get high. danced for so long and my legs aint that tired. the smoke aint having any effects too. but it was another successful clubbing oh clubbbbb day. it was prata for supper after clubbing cos phiazai suddenly got a craving. twinny weeny xinn left for hols and she's only coming back this sat. im alr starting to miss you honey. come back soon-ilu. anywayss meeting up with phiiiaaaa for movie ltr. so ltrss.

im recovering from my illness! ohyesssyesssssssssss. so where should i party tonight? ive got no idea. the party fever is back again.

jus came home not long ago. went to phia's hse to stay over. im so dammnnn tired. my cough doesnt seem to heal at all. all the damn medication i took were all shit cos all were jus useless. anyway watched birth ytd with phia xinn yaps and his friends. wanted to watch other shows but all were sold out. dined at indochine and the food was normal only. so we chill for whiles took pics with lora and ltr went for a spin in benny's friend's car. it was awesome,fucking funny thru out the whole journey. so after that all of us wenta phia's hse to chill. the guys went back bout 5 and we wenta slp. im soooo tired i wana slp. my cough's fucking bad im gon cough my lungs out soon. fucking hate it it has been for a fucking week and im still having fucking cough and flu.

all the late nights. all the smoke and alcohol. all the dizzyness and getting high. all this shit,are making me nauseous. im too lazy to blog and my tag board's screwed. screw every single shit.

i cant believe i dint slp a wink last night. and till now,im tired. but i cant slp now cos if i do,i wont be able to slp ltr again. i lied on the bed from 1+ am till morning 9+. i think i only slept bout 15 mins in total. went to dental with xinny today. after that we ate lunch in town and wenta buy phia's pressie. phia phia it's your bday tmr hahaha. saw sylvester sim in toppy today. school gurls surrounded him,ooh as usual. so after that we went ard window shopping for whiles. i bought lingerie. ok so nothing much after that went home. im so tired now the damn energy's snapping outta my body. i feel weak and my eyes look lifeless. i hate it.

im sick. the damn fucking wotever virus has invaded my body. im down with cough,fever,body ache and slight flu. i dont know why the hell im suddenly sick. i cant be sick,i dont wana be sick. my head's spinning like crazy shit. but i ate dinner. it's the most i ate for the pass 5 days. my appetite was bad,i dont know why. lost bout 5 lbs. i slept almost the whole day today.

it seemed so surreal. i dont know.

IM SO HAPPY NOW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

tireddddd. my eyebags and dark rings are appearing to be more obvious dued to all the excessive partying shit. taxi was oh-funnyfunny and sushi was oh-sofilling. partying at chinablack ytd was hot and thrilling. but sadly,it was too short cos xinny hafta go home early. woke up too daaammit early today. boooo. it's city link and town combing ltr for clothes and shoes for phia's bday. traaa la la la la la laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

clubbed at chinablack ytd. not gonna blog too much bout it cos it's too long and detailed to be blogged out. so yes many things happened. anyway i arrive home ard 5plus. oh yes,some guy dint smoke properly and he accidentally burnt me with his cigg butt. wot a fucker. now my elbow grew a gross bubble. and i'd never dance in 2 and a half inch heels again. resulted in having 3 blisters. ooooooohhh nvm. wanted to swim today but i woke up at 2plus pm. the day passes damn quickly today. i've no appetite.

baby baby lets get all high together once more.

i went back to my sec sch to collect my o level cert today. yessss,after so long. and it rained damn heavily when i was walking towards the bus stop. so i hafta go back again to get an umbrella. the umbrella was totally useless. my shoes were wet,my skirt was totally soaked,my hair was in a great mess. wot damn luck. so i met kai xin at the bus stop and we went together. it has been so long since i went back to my sec sch. nothing much in school it was hols and o level has started for the graduates. so i wenta the loo to dry myself first before going to the office. after bout 30 mins,i managed to dry most of my clothes and stuff. saw my chemistry teacher and we chatted a while.

me:hey teacher!

chem teacher:hey audrey!

me:hahaha helllloooo.

chem teacher:you look so different,become much more prettier.

me:haha no la ok la.

chem teacher:so where are u studying now?

me:in ngee ann now taking business info tech.

chem teacher:ooooh not bad.so do u like your course?

me:yeah it's not too bad actually wanted to take BS but it's too general so took BIT.

ok la there's more but im too lazy to type out. i wrote chem teacher cos i forgot she's Mrs _____. anyway there wasnt any other teachers in sch so we decided to leave the sch. btw,the rain stopped when we were in sch but fucking started again when we decided to leave,damn suay. went j8 to eat my lunch and wenta meet xinny and her sis in town after that. watched sharktale.it was hilarious!!love it haha. so nothing much we only wenta watch movie and went home. im so excited for tmr!!wooooooohooooooooooooooooooo.

friends are part of me.

they formed me.

they made me into wot i am today.

so to all my friends out there,i cherish you.

here are some shoutouts i wana make.

xinny

we've known each other for a good 9 years near a decade.you know me inside out and the same goes for me to you.we've been thru a lot together and all those time that we had spent together could not be compared to anything in the world.you've been there for me when im down,when im confused,when i need a shoulder to lean on.you are there to share my joy with also.and not forgetting you are my so wonderful shopping partner.i love you my dear gurl.

tomo

babe i cant wait for you to return from aussie land so that we can go all crazy once again together with xinn and marc.we're gonna shop gonna club gonna do all sorts of fucking craze stuff together.i miss you loads and i cant wait for u to be back here soon my jap gurl.muacks.

sophia

we knew each other for near a decade too and till now we still keep close relations.you are just a phone call away when i wana go clubbing or shopping.and i really cant wait for your bday to arrive so we can party till our socks rock,thongs fly and hair all dried.clubbing wont be as fun without you.lovelove.

farah

exams are overrrr honey and we hafta meet up soon.we're supposed to meet up often remember?hahahaha so that we can comment on every single thing.we will go shopping,eat honeydew chicken noodles and chill at starbucks again!call me soon honey.

sharmaine

you're my closest bud during the first 3 mths and till now we still keep in close contact.thou i was rather pissed at u for pang seh-ing me AGAIN at the last minute,but i wont take it to heart.cos in your heart u know that i love you.thank you shar for all the times that we had shared.without you,i think my life would be not as colorful as it is.

ying and daryl

you 2 are the people i spend most of my time with in poly.ying u are always there to print notes for me,gossip with me,laugh with me.and i really appreciate it.really.we still have 3 years to spend together,to know u better and for u to understand me better.thanks for everything babe.as for daryl,thou sometimes ure sucha jerk,but there were also many many times that u were very nice.so thats enough to make up for it.hahaha and i guess without u ard,there wont be so much laughter.love you both.

winona

thou i seldom see u in sch,you know that u will always stand a place in my heart.3 words,i miss you.and another 3 words,meet up soon.big hugs.

ongbu

we chat bout every single thing.like everything.Rant, scream, bitch, cry, whine,wotever.thanks for being my listening ear.thank you ongs.

and to all my other friends out there whom i did not mention,it doesnt mean that ive forgotten bout you.its jus that words cant describe all my feelings and wot im feeling right now.true friendships are difficult to find,but they are even harder to build up.so believe me for saying that i really do cherish all of you out there. and yes,i cried while pen-ing down all this.

arrived home at 6+. frigging latest time ive ever stayed out after clubbing. it was first to rouge then to chinablack babyyyyyyyy. the babes were:xinny,audrey,sophia,joanne,li ying. so we went in to rouge for free cos i called ivan to help me in without no ids and crap. hundred cheeeeeeeeeeeers to ivan! rouge was nice.it's a oh-damn-suitable-place for chilling out. so we were given a cosy nice spot but the music was hellluva loud. it was european techno,but it was rather gd aye. after that 2 of li ying's guy friends joined us. we played games and drank like helllllllllllllll. and i suck in this games i ended up drinking hell lot. so i got all red ooozy and tipsy and my head was like woa and i cant wait straight and wotever crap u can think of after excessive alcohol consumption. but all of us drank our share. the guys paid for most of the drinks and we ended up drinking 200+ bucks of alcohol shit. so ard 1am li ying hafta leave cos she had a curfew. went off with her 2 friends. the dance floor was quite pathetic,not much people thou. but we wenta dance anyway. yes after dancing it was good,sober like the shit. ohoh and sophia was so clumsy she broke a glass. so we scramed rouge of course. anyhows,we proceeded to chinablack cos we dint really dance our hearts out yet. and yes we managed to get in oh yes oh yes. chinablack's always packed and i liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike. so the 4 of us dance dance oh dance oh dance. shake that booty and shake that thang. so we danced for damn fucking long. babes+sexy clothes+hot dance moves=guys' attention HHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA. so ard 4plus we left chinablack and wenta macs to chill. oh and did i mentioned i got high again after drinking at chinablack. fucking got all red ooozy and tipsy and my head was like woa and i cant wait straight and wotever crap u can think of after excessive alcohol consumption. AGAINN. and this time it was worse. wenta get water at macs and i really felt like puking.but i dint LA. the gurls got picked up by errr 1........2.3.4..... and the number goes on. ooooh and this guy smiled at me,like twice. he's not too bad looking thou. the thing is that after his grp left,we left right after and he was looking back maybe he thought that i wanted to go after him? hahahahahaha okok im just guessing. but his eyes were glued to the cab that i boarded all the way thru when it zoomed off.i noticed i noticed. oh and i saw kian lam. he give me the oh-hey-u're-here-but-tsktsk face. oh yes and i saw zq and sean in town during dinna time. and they give me the eh-audrey-wot-are-you-doing-here then when i pointed to chinablack they both also gave me the 'tsktsk' expression. AND YES saw reuben too and he asked me where am i going and i told him anddddddd he was like giving the 'tsk' and 'basketttt borrow id ah'. so 4 people gave me the 'tsk' expression today.OK FUCKING CRAP. so next wed it's partyee-oh-party again with the usuals. ooooohhh yeeesssss babbbbyyyyyeeee.

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dinner at estelur77 with xinn phia yaps and ken. phia's phone spoilt so she's gonna get a replacement soon. town's damn crowded today. after dinner was chilling at spins. oooohhhhhhhhhhh trig trig trig trig trigggerrrrr hap hap happy. the lights at spins were too bright so we decided to change location. ended up at shaw hse macs outside the open space. so yaps and ken went home cos yaps was suchaaaaaaaa unsporting spot. we are all damn excited bout phia zai's bday which will be in bout 2 wks. it's gonna consist of :

1. non-stop shopping
2. triggerhappy
3. cool movies
4. pressies
5. great company
6. clubbing with cool music and alcohol

I CANT FRIGGING WAIT!

going clubbing tmrrrrrr.finally,the day of letting loose and partying thru the night arrived again.i just ate a dammmn sinful eggtart im GROWING FFAATTTTTT.i think all my fats are seriously flowing out of my eyes,ears and nose.

watched ladder 49 with xinn today. it was good really good. but it was so saddddddddddd. saw weijun today. saw zhongqiang today. saw ah lians today. saw ah bengs today. saw hot models today. saw nerdy school gurls today. saw guys-trying-hard-to-be-cool today. dint see cuties today. this doesnt even seem like a proper entry. meeting xinn and phia tmr. oooooooohhhh traaa lalalalalalalalalala. new photos uploaded. tt03 chalet

just came home from class chaletttttttttt. im aching all over now dint slp right ytd. it was games,alcohol and ghost stories on the first day. i kept losing in this 'sa sa sa' game and i ended up drinking the most i think. getting all red and ooozy,talking crap and unable to walk straight. bbq on the 2nd day. chicken wings,saugages,satays,sting rays and crab meat. i ate loads of dammit ass shit junk food im growing FATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. sigh. kenny taught us fortune telling using poker cards it was SSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITING. anyways,we squeezed all together while slping. im so tired i think im gonna slp soon. will upload the chalet photos soon too.