alright alright sorry girl. so here's an entry jus for you okay? i know you're always there for me when im down. you're there for me when im drunk. there for me when i wana cry. there for me when i feel like shopping. there for me when i feel like eating sushi. there for me when i wana gossip. and most imptly,there for me when i need a shoulder to lean on. i love you my teeny weeny.

it's the 2nd day today,wasnt that as bad as i expected. baby remember the 11 days letters alright? 1 down 10 more to go! pba was screwed,dint mention bout it. last paper tmr to total liberation. happy?SO SO LAH. baby i promise that i'll go thru everything with you alright?-ilu thankyou girls for being there for me when im down.lovelove.

wot am i gonna do for this 11 days? now that you're at the lowest point of your life,ill be there for you. i promise to go thru all this shit with you remember? i will trust me. shits are happening,everything seemed so screwed up. my exams are ending,hols are approaching. so why aint i feeling happy at all? all my plans are ruined,all the plans which i've planned,which i've gone thru so much trouble,jus to make things different. phiazai-momo,im so sorry i dint spend enough time with you guys.i know i've been neglecting you girls much,sorry. but i promise ill go zouking with ya babes alright? xinny weeny i miss you.alcoholic days and puff puffs huh?way too much girl.cut down alright? i've seriously cut down on my number of sticks. yes i had only 1 yesterday. BELIEVE ME. please let all this shit breeze thru. i wana lead a happy life.

i need some family support. morally yes. i pray hard that i do,i do. -i miss you fat pig.

i pierced any hole on my ear and it's fucking giving me loads of trouble. I MEAN LOADS. it's swollen like a fat piece of lard now. exams exams please pass quickly. i want the holidays and i want it now. please let me pass all the modules smoothly man. so you've been staying at my hse ever since last sat. and we've been spending like we own a bank. i need more buckeroooooos. so after the holidays,we'll party like there's no tmr and havoc ooooookkkkaaayyyyy?

latenightbusrides,latenightmovies,latenightsuppers. all this are happening ever since saturday. and till today it is still. 26th of march,i can't wait hell no i can't. it's special,it's important. cos you are the one that i wana spend my life with. yes i want.trust me alright? 2 weeks more and exams blue are coming. 1 word,fuck.

after 2fkingdays,finally.ahhh. nydc,triggerhappying,cheapshoppingbargain,company of my significant other. wot more can i ask for? tonight's our night. let us drown into each other till the next day after.

i was in a foul mood. i cried like there's no tmr,smoke like there's no tmr. baby i'm so glad that u're there for me when i was down. you understand me,you love me for who i am thou i know i aint perfect. i know that you regret wot you've done in the past. so i want you to look forward to your new life,start anew. we will always be there for each other yes? i know that i'll always be there for you,i promise. so lets hold hands and walk down our lives together. share all our ups and downs together. i'll always remember wot you've said to me,and i want you to remember wot i've said. cos all those words are so true. i wana share all the fun with you yesyesyes i do. share all the things with me too aight love? lovelove.lovelovelovelove too much love.

pictures speak a thousand words. so here they are! helluva night - im so glad you're back in sg tomo darling.ive been missing you muchmuch. (:

i talked to my mom,and as gd as i know,it dint turn out the way i wanted it to be. i feel so stressed,i feel so disappointed,im feeling so down. but baby you are always there for me when im down,when i sad. and i thank you for that. you said all those things that melt my heart. you said all those things that made me go wild and crazy over you. i hope you love me as much as i do love you. i wana walk down the beach with you,watch the stars with you,and also stay by your side when wotever shit happens. and i promise that i'll never break your heart,i swear,i do i do. and now that ive finally found you,im not gonna let you go. cos i know that my love for you will never fade. trust me edward. you walked into my life,and stole my heart away. and now that it's with you,i want you to keep it. keep it like a diamond in a treasure box. and since u alr have the key to my heart,you can open it up. open it up and u will realise how true my words are. cos i will never lie to you,never in my life i will. you can go to the end of the world and not worry bout anything,cos i'll follow you,where ever you go,and i'll always hold onto your hand tight. so can you promise me that you'll do all the same for me too?

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby Baby, Ooh, I'm so glad I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you Girl you are, Close to me you're like my mother, Close to me you're like my father, Close to me you're like my sister, Close to me you're like my brother You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing All my life I prayed for someone like you I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I prayed for someone like you I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do love me too Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger, You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I REALLY LOVE YOU!!! You're all that I've ever known, When you smile on your face all I see is a glow, You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down, You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows, You picked me up when I was down You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows, You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too, Yes I pray that you do love me too. -i love you so baby,i do i do.thank you for everything for wot u've done for me.

black on sat till sun. chill in town on sunday night. wine hut and cocolatte on monday night. beer in holland v on tuesday night. ive been going thru this 4 days 'alcoholically'. maybe i really need a new liver soon. baby baby im so glad you're there for me when im drunk. i dont wana you to go to thailand cos i know ill miss you. 2 days will soon be over. BTW,an advise to all out there. too much vigorous exercise would cause one to walk like a penguin,have insufficient slp and last of all,the poor ol' legs. tsktsk audrey.

now i've found someone to cut my chicken chop for me.