my birthday falls in the midst of my test wk. tell me how goddammit sucky can it get. but well i did enjoy my birthday as i said it was the best 18 years of my life. 2 more papers to go and i really aint got no mood to study. im getting sick of school,im getting sick of everything. i really needa wake up and ponder thru wot i wana do in life. my paper wasnt that bad today i jus hope that i dont flop it. -you are sucha sweet thing and yes i feel it deep down in my heart.i dont wana you to leave so soon,cos there are loads of things i wana tell you,i wana share with you.all the things you did,maybe you dont mean a thing,but i took it seriously.if i aint made for you,why does my heart tell me that i am?