it's new year's eve today. it means the last day of 2004. it also means that it's countdown today. and fucking hell also means im gonna party till shit comes. i love 2004 seriously,its so damn happening. my retrival of my o level results,my 1st year of poly,clubbing non-stop,getting fucking hell drunk,smoke my way thru all the shit,besties gd friends united,chilling together everyday even thou im broke,met julian and also **** ** *********. ok maybe the 2nd last one is just for a short period of time but it's the best feeling that i've ever had. but how it has turned into an emptiness that seemed that it doesnt wana go away. so now it's gone who can give the the feeling again? who can boost those of mine to the heavens without letting it crumble? i've been in hell,trust me.and it's many fucking levels down. but now slowly,i've been trying to rise up. ok stop those shit or i'm gonna start reminiscing the past which i've been trying hard to forget. plans oh plans for ltr. so it's dinner consisting of > xinny,marc,me,tomo,phia,my bro and maybe phia's sista. after that we'll club at black. seriously it's only been 1 wk since we last went clubbing but why the fuck did it seems so frigging long? maybe cos clubbing have became part of our routine. alrighty so i wish every single person out there a very happy 2004 and hope for an even better 2005. every single year is so precious,so cherish everything you have. seriously. (quote of the day) love out!