something hit me real hard in the head when i was jus sitting ard thinking bout everything. do i always make the right decision? am i always right in making a decision? then if im not always right why did i make that particular decision at that point of time? so surreal i must say. so wot if your loved one did sth terrible in the past? would you be able to take it if you think back? you might say "aw come on it's history get on with your present life and enjoy man!" but why do i feel painful when i reminisce bout it? i really dont know. maybe im jus too emotional. wotever.