i haven came here for a long shit time. many things happened,it happened so fast. sometimes i really ask myself wot do i want actually? but i couldnt find the answer to it. life is really unpredictable and i really wont know wot's gon happen next. all the cigs and alcohol,all the clubbing shit,all the school work,all my friends,every single thing in my life. i wish upon all this to be. but im quite satisfied with wot i have now,and i dont want anything to change. all i want is that special heart. shits out- *i miss you xinny boo.i really do. ): i wana share all the fun with you too.