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2006-06-26T23:30:00.000+08:00

i've got a few announcements to make. 1) i really doesn't want school to reopen. 2)best friends reunited <3 3)happy 16th month to my dearest boosy. i love you. 4)another 30 minutes more to my mom's birthday. thou you're overseas now, but all i wana say is happy birthday mom and good luck to your entrance exam!

2006-06-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

WAKE UP BOOSY!!! Damn tt pig is still sleeping, no matter how hard u try to wake her up. Haha. but she is such a poor thing, slept only at 5am this morning and woke up at 11am, after tt out the whole day till 6.30 pm, worst of all she still need to study for her BLAW test tomorrow. Dim sum for lunch at phia's club with the host herself, boosy pi and boosy's bro. After tt ciao to zouk flea market.DAMN ITS HELL PACK LIKE MAMBO NIGHT (or maybe even worse)! Haha. Oh yea. Ytd night, went to HK CAFE at east coast road, with Miss Jovi, phia and pi. Then, to lr and lastly to Seletar Reservior to get some spooky fun. Wtf. Hey, for people who are having test or exams tomorrow, GD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST! May the god be with u all the time. HAHA! Sign off, Pye Kaung Linn, Edward.

2006-06-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

Just For You Boo Pi,

2006-05-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

im gonna rant like any other poly students when common tests are nearing. my common test is gonna start this sat. i mean why on all days but a saturday? anyway, 4 papers due till next thursday and 1 more in july. im so freaked out. Like out of 5 papers i have 2 law papers. all carbolic smoke ball. anyway phia,eddie and me had a pasar malam feast. like bubble tea, waffles, tapioca cakes, fried chicken drumstick and not forgetting ramly burgers! i cant believe we ate so much. anyway, last last saturday -->

2006-05-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

my last wednesday mambo fever, inclusive of this 2 monkeys . . .

and more monkey businesses coming up soon.

2006-05-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

zouk yesterday night. it was a way long time ever since i stepped into there on a wednesday night. pictures up soon!

2006-05-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey good evening people! its sunday today, super duper boring lar. haha. but nevetheless ytd night was quite well spent, celebrating Mr Yong Da's bday. HAPPY 18th BDAY BRO! After that, we went to zouk with phia, but it was rather empty, so we headed down to liquid room instead. Marc joined us there. Here are the photos. Enjoy guys! Sign off, pye pye.

2006-05-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

eddie is here again! tt bitch is so bloody lazy! hmmm. looking back at all the photos ever since we had taken from day 1 till now. its so amazing tt we have evolved from, that: to this:

Dear boosy pi,

All i wanna say is that we belong together, no matter where we are, at any point of time. lovesy wissy.

2006-04-18T01:12:00.000+08:00

eddie here! drey said she is kinda lazy to blog. cause she is like, a really lazy bum. drey is bored, so i'm bored. i'm bored so drey is bored. ha ha. she made me type all these btw. but baby dont worry i'll give u 200% alrighteeeeeeeee? loves. oh... HAPPY 19th BDAY TO XINNY!!!! ALL THE BEST TO U!! this is what happened last weekend. enjoy the photos.

2006-04-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

for the past 3 days after her arrival, she has been living up to my expectation. lovey dovey boosy baby.

2006-03-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

work, gym and sleep. pathetic life. 3 more days to seeing u.

2006-03-26T13:46:00.000+08:00

liquid room yesterday was boring man. the song was totally shit man. ragge mix rock mix rnb. wtf is tt man. still prefer the old time pure rnb shit. lucky enterance was free man. lol. and to Mr Faris, stop talking shit man. where are u when the other couples are getting dirty eh?

2006-03-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was fucking bored at work. only did 2 files all in all. 8.5 hours of work only 2 hour is really working. wtf man. night time was at the gym man. its been a long time ever since i worked out. its was really tiring eh. boosy missy wissy u. damn i think i sucks at blogging eh. lol. my style of blogging look damn typical.

2006-03-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

The feeling of separating for just even a week after a year sucks shit. Freaking allergic itch is acting up on me again……… doing nothing but watching some meaningless chinese drama series.

2006-03-23T02:04:00.000+08:00

hey pple. ed blogging btw. damn bored la. sweetie cake flying to aussie tmr man. though its only a week but then still misses her alot. =( bored going back to sleep. missing u real bad now.........

2006-02-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

happy 1 year anniversary to pi. 365 days have passed since the first day both of us got together. we went through so much. so many ups and downs in this relationship. from overnight mahjong sessions to chilling out late at p.hse or some kopi tiam, from sleep overs to hang overs from countless BBQs, from the many birthday parties to the queuing up at clubs, from all the manymany bus rides all the way from your place to mine, from all the endless shopping in town to even online shopping, from all the being broke with nothing left to all the endless saving plans we came up with, from all the whining and getting pissed over a lousy hair cut to the feeling of contentment of just cleaning up the house, recalling back, we practically do everything together. you have thought me how to become a better person, you have corrected my mistakes and guide me thru with so much patience. all this i can only repay u back with my love. thou 1 year have passed, this chapter will also be the very memorable and precious chapter in my life. many more chapters to come from you and me. with all my love to you, your love.

2006-02-25T00:25:00.000+08:00

i am down with stomach flu in the midst of my examinations.

2006-02-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

i know i am way back on time, but here's how i spent my valentine's day. initally we wanted to dine at fish & co for it's seafood platter. but all because of valentine's day, the price of the seafood platter for 2 shot up to a whooping $51++ when during the normal days it jus cost $34. not very worth it aint it? so we jus decide to head to sakae sushi cos it was jus beside. oh yeah, we went to wheelock btw. so we queued for roughly abt 20 mins and they still do not have the normal cushioned seats so they decided to put us at the tatami seats. so in the end sakae cost only a $100+ in total and we had our fill. btw, the tatami seats werent a very good idea cos we hafta sit in the floor an the sushi conveyer belt was rather high up. so whenever we wanted to reach out for a plate of sth, we hafta get up and kneel and stare at the conveyer belt and wait and wait then our long awaited plate of food will arrive. so i stttiiiilllllll, prefer the cushioned seats. but it was fun anyway. so me and boosy decided to challenged against clement and joyce to see which of us can accumulate more plates. too bad joyce had clement and of cos we CAN NEVER WIN. that 'invisible belly button' can eat like a half pot of rice in less then 15 minutes. anyway, here are the photos.

clement & joyce; boosy and me

and a rough idea of how the dinner went,

fuck man. i cant believe it took me near 2 hours to blog this bloody entry.

2006-02-16T16:58:00.000+08:00

this is how our birthday celebration began,

preparations for the night to start.

and the first to arrive,

and the next,

and slowly the rest came to fill in the crowd.

the unavoidable birthday bash, (girl exempted)

so this is a rough idea of how boosy and mine birthday celebration went. i love you guys. kiss.

2006-02-13T13:37:00.000+08:00

finally i managed to find some time to blog. all the projects have came to an end, that is a good thing that i ve to comment abt. anyway jus celebrated me and eddie's birthday at clement's bbq pit. overall a GOOD i say. thank u all for making the bbq day such a memorable one. anyway, i shall jus upload my birthday pics first and the bbq shall be updated like real soon cos i dont want my blog to be bombarded with photos at one go. i seriously dislike editting the photo sizes. anyway visuals here, im too lazy to eleborate any further:

we got real stuffed after all the food. it's a hell of huge amount i think 3 person eating it will be just nice. btw thanks boosy and xinny,tomo,phia for the pressies. love. <3

2006-02-02T00:32:00.000+08:00

IT IS MY 19th BIRTHDAY. ok offically ended cos it's past midnight now. thanks for all the wishes from all of my friends who remember. i really appreciate it a lot. dear friends, jus to remind u, i told u that i will be celebrating it with u guys on the 11th of feb which is next week. venue not confirmed yet will tell u all again alright? love. anyway it was birthday shopping for me by boosy. thank you fatty for the things u bought me. i love them. 1st birthday celebration with you and many many more to come. birthday photos; i am too lazy to upload them now, will upload them soon. oh fuck man i am gonna hit the BIG 2 next year. that sounds like damn old. the last year for me to enjoy the '1'.

2006-01-24T10:38:00.000+08:00

i jus concluded that i've much more work to be done. which i've not completed. the IS booth was set up ytd till wed from 9am to 6pm. and i had CMA test 2 from 6pm to 7.30pm. i arrived home so tired and lost all my appetite to have a proper dinner. tmr hafta hand in HRM report. thursday hafta complete and present BSD presentation. friday hafta present the HRM project and sad to say, i've got retest. i failed marginally by 2 marks and that bitch tutor said this: 'i am really sorry but i really cant find anymore marks to give you. i really did want to and even read through your paper twice. if i really give u the extra marks now it wouldnt be fair to the rest of the students.' haiya fuck you la dont wana give jus said no dont hafta explain in a damn big round and comes back to nothing in the end. anyway morning IPT lesson have ended and i hafta meet pi to collect his jeans for the IS booth ltr on. cny is here but the festive mood is lagging way behind it. and my BIRTHDAY is gonna fall on the 4th day of cny. HEHEHE. school is so damn tiring it's draining all my enery off. i've got loads of birthday wishes to be fulfilled. who is gonna be my birthday santa?

2006-01-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

my tests began on tuesday. i really hope i can pass my marketing paper cos i really cant afford to fail again. and my cost managerial accounting paper which was today. actually, i hope i do not fail any of my paper, but i also do not wish to just pass moderately. next wednesday my tests offically ends. 2 down 3 more to go. BSD is tmr and i swear i did not touch a shit yet. it's a brand new year, brand new 2006. i did not club during new year's eve. all i did was dine together at nydc and watch a movie ltr on at 2.30am together with Pi, clement and joyce - his gf. i dont really feel the urge to need to club. though once in a while is okay. quality time spent together with friends, like a gathering at someone's place or maybe a chilling spot sounds better for me. maybe even playing LAN games with good company is good. however, coke and food must come along. anyway here are some of the pictures. which i totally hate it, i really need another hair cut soon.

my all-time favourite model

decided not to pose anymore pics because my hair is terrible. i really needa cut my bloody hair soon. maybe this weekend perhaps?

i miss all these good hair cut days: anyway, i've to bury myself in those books again though i feel like playing wc3 now. ciao

p/s havent seen my 3 babes for long, you should know who you are guys. many misses from my heart to you girls. common tests are killing me i swear.

and FATTY, stop eating ice-cream and do your math!

2005-12-30T02:02:00.000+08:00

my common tests are approaching soon. next 2 weeks to be precise. and 2005 is coming to an end. recalling back, 2005 have been a really fast year. and in about another month's time, i am gonna turn 19 soon. 19 doesnt sound like there's much difference from 18. but 19 feels pretty much older then 18. it's FRIDAY NIGHT! neither am i out with my friends nor is fatty beside me cos he went home today, argh. my sleeping patterns and daily meals have all jumbled up. i'm like having some serious break out now i'm too ashamed to meet up with anyone. and how fuck up can it get? it's new year's eve tmr! i still remembered last new year's eve we celebrated at rouge. this is one photo that i can find, of 2004's new year's eve @ rouge.

that was a year ago. time files in a blink of an eye. everyone of us becomes older. i still remember the those days we chilled at lido mac just before we club at chinablack. chinablack was so hot back then, it was where everyone was clubbing. (though zouk is still, uh huh, better) clubbing almost every wed, fri and sat. it was totally crazy thinking back. and there was also clubbing 4 days in a row. i really dont know what got me so obsessed with clubs back then. wasted so much time and money on it. it was where i met :

boosy

and zoom! we have alr been together for 10 months.

so now if we go clubbing,

instead of THIS, will be..

THIS.

together with marc and fatty's friends of course.

so many things happened in a year's time. memories to be kept in my heart, till now, till next time, always.

2005-12-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

should i go for tonight's mambo night? should i or should i not? someone please tell me.

2005-12-08T13:57:00.000+08:00

in the canteen now waiting for the next lesson to start. 3 to 5 pm lecture.urgh. im so tired from school and school work. sch work is quite a drag. anyway my PI wana sell one of his levis jeans cos he has got another identical one. any interested buyers, please drop me a note. price 90$ to 100$. price negotiable. ultra good condition. here are some of the images : (click on the image for a larger view)

went to zouk with my best friends and PI and friends last wed. it was hell. anyway we couldnt enter into zouk cos of the overflowing crowd. massive amount of people! so phuture and zouk was closed it's entrance and we only can get into velvet? anyway it wasnt our type of music and people in velvet underground. we still want our share of r&b and mambo jumbo. like 5 bouncers were standing outside zouk and those with the velvet chop was strictly not allowed in zouk. however, we managed to sneak our way in thru when the bouncers were slacking and chatting among themselves. at least it wasnt that bad u know?

a very very unprepared and unglamourous picture of us.

i do not have the better group photo of us. in fact this is the best taken from my camera. xinny darling can u please send the rest of the photos to me? kiss. and tomo! ive got random photos in your camera too, send them to me. love you guys.

my PI

guess who??

very handsome

im so tired i wana sleep. cant wait for the next lesson to start and i cant wait for it to end. weekends weekends, i'm always looking forward to you.

2005-11-29T13:33:00.000+08:00

F U C K. ok i dint mean to be so vulgar after a long 'MIA' from my blog updates. i jus finish lunch and some grp discussion for my BSD project. ugh!!!! it's like a rather bad day for me. firstly, i went out of my hse forgetting to bring along my textbk. luckily i dint walk too far so i went back to take. secondly, i kena fucking chill on the sole of my birkenstock. that really suck cos i jus bought my birks like last week. thirdly, i forgot to bring the 2-pin plug to sch cos my laptop requires it. so i hafta go fucking buy it when ive got loads at home. fourthly, im in school now slacking cos my next lesson is at 3pm? and jus now my previous lesson ended at 11plus. so im trying to say ive got 3plus hours of break. all this suck. anyway, xinny is coming back today, as in ltr. so most prob we're gonna fetch her at the airport. xinny> love you darling. finally you're back in sunny island. cant wait to seeya ltr! so many long since ive updated and many many birthdays and wotsoever took place. phia's bday, des the hustla's bday. birthday photos for ur enjoyment:

i dont have all the photos yet and this are only some of them taken from my cam.

phia can you send me the photos from yours pls?

the weekend passes so quickly but weekdays pass by damn slowly.

damn all the school work which are dued soon.

damn all the projects which are dued soon.

damn all the school hours which are so fucking long. damn all the dammit fucking shit la.

im so tired i wana slp.

and fatty is coming to np now to accompany me thou he's got lesson at 3.

so sweet hehe love you fatty.

2005-11-11T17:37:00.000+08:00

so bored now. i jus completed one of my school work. im at eddie's hse now but he's busy playing his game. i jus dont understand why are guys so totally obessessed with their games. and im feeling so damn freaking hot. i did quite a lil reasonable shopping this few days. bought a few tops here and there, and this:

levi's square cut jeans. not in this color but in another which is much more faded. im trying to look for a bag to bring to sch which can put my laptop. the big ruffel bag which quite a lot of people are carrying nowadays is pretty useless. for laptop carriage i mean. it's like damn frigging heavy when i put the laptop inside. and the handle is on the verge of breaking. anyway im pretty broke now after much spending from "i dont know wot". haven been clubbing for quite sometime. maybe it's getting a tat boring for me. maybe it's because of the continuous trips to all the squeezing among crowds and long queues on public holidays. it's friday again. but i totally got no idea wot to do today. and that fatty bitch has stopped playing game but went to download songs instead. GUYS.

2005-11-02T13:53:00.000+08:00

ive got no school today. no tutorials for the first week of school. so i finally decided to blog and not continue to abandon this blog of mine. school term has offically started for me. all the late nights and staying over, have to be striked out of my mind. i still want holidays i dont wana it to end so soon! here are the photos for the week before, before we head to liquid room.

oh yeah we watched flight plan on that day. it was good. the suspense was pretty gd and deuce giggalo was watched together on the same week. it not's worth my 9.50$ since it was watched on a weekend. oh and i bought myself a fossil watch, 195$. not really worth it for a fossil thou, kinda expensive. but it was cronograph, that explains the price.

oh and i thought levis type 1 were discontinued a lot time ago but i managed to buy a type 1 hot pant in khaki. yes its pretty. and now that ive a continuous list of stuff i needa get. like another pair of birkenstock, an armani tee i saw, maybe some polos here and there, some shoes, oh not forgetting bag which i wana bring to school. it was clement's birthday and we had bbq at his hse. i must say i did not get drunk. desmond and fatty fingers got drunk. like wot....? like how good can i get. and how bad can they get? haahahahahha. ok la i dint really drink much. here is how the night went, and it continues,

and all of us head back to clement's hse and most fell dead aslp on the bed.

so i woke up bout 3 pm the next morning and we hafta go to fatty's hse cos it was his brother's birthday. his bro jus turned 8 haha so cute.

doesnt the both of them look alike? they've got totally the same features! that's roughly wot happened last week and and the week before. oh yeah and not forgetting mambo last wed. the revamp was pretty nice. phuture was bigger, the toilet was nicer but smaller, the walkway was pretty cool. all in all, the revamp was good. so mambo again tonight? you bet, there's no school tmr. and im home now waiting for that fatty to come. fatty im waiting im so bored now. hurry come over to accompany me.

ps/ if the photos in the photo collage aint big enough for your viewing pleasure, please click on it to see the enlarged version.

2005-10-30T17:47:00.000+08:00

ive abandon this blog for like almost half a month. the internet at home has broken down and im also too lazy to update. its the reopening of schoool tmr! fucking fast i swear. it seemed like the holidays haven offically started yet. and there's no school on tues and thurs. im at eddie's house now and im too lazy to upload anything else cos we've to go collect some roasted chicken and cake and i always take like an hour or so to blog nicely. i promise that i'll blog soon. with all the pretty photos i promise. with memories of > clement's birthday,zouk during mambonight,and some other random photos. its halloween tmr. happy halloween!

2005-10-12T12:27:00.000+08:00

ive been neglecting this blog here. anyway,im at my mom's office now and this is the 4th day that ive been 'working'. my mom said i'll get paid. thurs and fri was so exhausting i sit thru the computer typing chinese bout 10 hours straight excluding the half an hour lunch break. but now im totally slacking at her office cos my mom jus went out together w her laptop. and my laptop doesnt have the chinese prog which unabled me to type chinese characters. anyway,happy belated birthday tomo darling. haven been updating my blog for long mosie so i hope it isnt too late to type it out here now. last sat was mo's birthday. so she booked a hotel room at gallery hotel and we had dinner w her and her parents at some japanese's restaurant. and yes as usual, i got drunk. mo got drunk and puked. remember the pool full of smelly squids? let this pictures do the talking instead. it will be too wordy for me to eleborate further.

oh btw did i mentioned that ive the ladies card to liquid room. rather many previleges. 5 complimentary drinks on wed. 2 complimentary drinks on fri and sat inclusive of signing in a guest before 12am. i think the signing in of guest is bullshit. no signing in of guests during events. so every saturday when i go to liquid room its ghetto blasta night, and that is considered an event. so actually there's no signing in of guests on a saturday night. so there's actually no need for them to phrase it in a nicer way and mislead people actually. haiya nevermind. anyway im quite hungry now but im eating sour plums instead of eating a proper lunch. im so lazy to go down to get some food. and a few pictures for u to admire.

america's next top model

villa wellness

i miss her.

2005-10-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

this is my life. thou the photo collage i did wasnt very impressive, but it explains all. the LOVES of my life. kisskiss.

2005-09-27T19:06:00.000+08:00

finally ive got sufficient rest since thursday. we went to club momo for some major party which have got like 1000+ people i swear. it was a pretty last minute decision cos ive clubbed twice last wk and dont intend to club at all this week. but wtf la i went in the end. the queue was so fucking long probably it can be compared to the queue when people was queueing up for hello kitty at macdonalds way back before. we queued for 2 fuck hours. and till we finally got to see the bouncer's face, it was alr 1 am. luckily, sharmaine and addy was there to make the queueing more enjoyable. damn funny la i must say. and phia was so freaked out that she might be caught. phia, 2 more mths to a worry-less clubbing.

friday sucks. i woke up like damn late. and supposely i was suppose to go to my sec4 class bbq, argh. then it was too late to travel all the way to east coast. so town we went. sucks la dammit ghost town. it was so boring, my eyes were damn dry and irritating, making my mood flush up to a boiling max. okay nvm fuck to that then we went to clement's hse to stay over. it was alr 4plus and all of us aint slping yet. so we ordered macdonalds for supper but they only have breakfast at that time. fatty ate 3 burgers! hahahhaha FATTY. so right after supper i was too tired and headed to sleep. wot a day! so i finally got to meet up with andri and farah. andri had to go home early so i mega psycho-ed farah into going liquid room with us. and of cos, she came in the end.
actually we were supposed to watch movie with phia, marc and kenneth but the show's at 9pm. and if farah goes home she cant come out anymore. we headed to lido and i managed to sell off our tickets. (mine and fatty's) after their movie, marc drove all of us to drop kenneth and pick tomo up. liquid room was packed! we only managed to arrived there ard 12plus. and fucking cheebye i dint know that after 1am the girls hafta pay 20 bucks for entry. packed but we enjoyed ourselves.
prata house for supper and we lied bout the number of pratas we ordered. hahaha. i seriously think that some of the people they hired there are damn stupid. lousy slacker. lousy. damn lousy. really lousy. and finally we ended our night. wot a happening 3 days indeed.
happy 7th month my darling.

2005-09-20T13:10:00.001+08:00

exams are over! so many planned plans coming up. went to the hunks&babes party at aquadisiac. the party was jus alright thou it was packed with people. but air conditioning was way way low. it was so hot everyone was pespiring like fuck. heres a snapshot of our captured shot.

i serious think i look fucking hideous in this photo. so bad that i dont even know whether i wana claim my photo in nightlife.sg and im beginning to hate my current hair more and more. i should even have gotten it cut in the first place. FUCK IT LA. here are some of the better ones,

fatty dint stay in my house that day cos he hafta fetch his uncle from the hospital the next day early in the morning. then we took a cab back home. it was a fucking 19.35 $ in total. so fucking ex la. midnight charge took up bout 7 $ of the fare. i hate midnight charges.

then sat we wenta lquidroom. it was rather tiring to club 2 days continously after ive stopped clubbing for so long. i still remember the usual wednesday, friday and saturday without fail every week. so hardcore but those were the days.

i've got so many things to do. i've got so many things to buy. i cant wait to shed some fats. therefore i've decided to head to the gym ltr. i cant wait to get tanned a lil cos i'm way too fair. can our hols extend to 2 mths instead? hehe. and i really hope my hair can grow much faster this time. i hate the fringe especially. and i tried a new way to style. wada bout this? i sensored my face cos i look really bad here. hang over perhaps. so you people can start a poll and make some comments. A) the hair shown on my previous entry? OR B) the hair with the sensored face? thanks people. i personally think that this is better but way too much work. i spent bout 30 to 40 minutes doing it. which in fact does not seemed it require so much time.

fuck. my hair is so troublesome!

2005-09-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

2 down 2 more to go. my exams end on this friday. i'm left with marco economics and web database application now. but i'm still scared. i haven't been going out for a rather long time. xinny went back to aussie land. i miss her. phia went to aussie land too, for holidays. mo is busy with her work. and im busy with my exams, frigging cant wait for it to end. oh and did i mentioned that i dyed my hair black once again with a really short hair cut. i cant wait for it to grow a lil longer. i think the hairdresser got too engrossed in cutting my hair. ok here's a picture of it:

tell me that it's too short?

anyway i couldnt send xinny off to the airport cos it was faris' birthday. i'm sorry teeny weeny, you know i still love you so much right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU FARIS!

so we went to liquid room for his birthday celebration. intensed dancing i must say. i haven been clubbing for a long time! bout a month?

here are some birthday shots . . .

oh did i mentioned that a fight nearly broke out between us and another grp of people? walao fight for wot? okay la it's over it was good they did not fight. so now everyone please say together with me 'audrey you can pass all your exams, dont worry la'.

2005-09-06T02:12:00.000+08:00

went to watch 'the longest yard'.just. it was good.funny is more the word. last thurs was 'the perfect catch'. and i started wearing brown contacts. here here:

and so friday we dint do much jus chill ard in town and prata house for supper. during supper we talked a lot. uh huh yeah with fatty. recalling back all our memories right from the start. there was happy but also sad times. i think i really did go through pretty much with him. so saturday saturday. not a very happening saturday. dint do much too only went over to my god sis' hse to stay.yes together with fatts. eski bar we wanted? but a cashless weekend it is. im sorry baby. i promise to make up the 3 lousy saturdays alright?

oh yes a cashless weekend indeed. but im still happy.

so many things are happening. xinny's going back to aussie land, marc's going into army, tomo is going to aussie land in nov? paper on this coming friday, next monday, thursday and friday. save me

2005-08-30T14:54:00.000+08:00

its gonna be a pretty long entry for today. so theres no school for me today. initially i was to accompany xinny to town to buy her pair of jeans but in the end both of us decided to stay at home and rush through our school work instead.

a short summary of wot happened for the past week.

friday was me and fatty cake's 6th month. so we both wenta fish&co to dine. wanted to go to the glass house but fatty was just too hungry so we decided to go to the one at wheelock.

happy 6 mths to you.

after dinner we wenta hv to meet clement. our usual spot: breko.

that was friday.

it was shopping on saturday with fatty, clement, desmond, bendon and faris. bought a pair of jeans from topshop and a pair of flat pumps. belt for fatty. everyone bought something.and now after shopping,im seriously broke.so after that we meet phia up and chill at pre rouge.the plan was rather last minute thou.so after chilling we all went to clement's house to stay over.

that was saturday.

sundays have always been a tat boring.laze ard and went home at bout 6 o'clock.so at night the best friends gathered at holland v for xinny's arrival.it involves all the chatting and laughing.how nice.in the end marc drove all of us home.it was a nice way to end a sunday night.

the best friends.

that was sunday.

so till now it's tuesday,it's only school work and projects. can exams end quickly so that i can have all the fun?

2005-08-24T10:58:00.000+08:00

i think im slowly getting used to all the computer codes in my brain. marketing project done. a few more to go. xinny told me that she has been thru all this before. it's like this i hafta learn how to relax. okay now i get wot she is saying and i shall learn how to relax. for the pass few days i have been burning midnight oil so that i could complete my projects and assignments on time. there are still a number of it more to complete. pretty tough i must say. thank you for all the support ive received. it's alr the mid of the week! 2 more days to friday. I TOTALLY CANNOT WAIT.

To: big fatty cake

- u have a big impact on me. you are who i wana love and cherish. i want you right here beside me now,i want. nobody is better then you i swear. i pondered thru wot ive been doing and wot we've gone thru. so much so for everything. the happy times,the sad times. ure the one who has been holding onto my hand tightly till now. never left me alone when im been going thru hell. you're there to bring a smile to my face when im down. come to my side now and be with me.cos at this point of time,i need u the most. have i fulfilled my duty as your lover? please say, 'i do'.

2005-08-22T10:46:00.000+08:00

im in school now building some robots which is totally not related to the course im taking. it's some IS module. anyway im drowning in school work and projects. so i name it all out here. 3 projects, 1 powerpoint presentation and 1 report. it's a lot la. everyone has been pretty busy lately. and i haven seen momo and phia for quite long cos of my damn school work. ive decided to mug thru my day today so that i can lessen my work load. if i can. school's so boring. clubbing is boring and i haven been clubbing for quite long. OH! and the very previous friday, saturday and sunday was fking boring. so damn boring. why is it that i always cant get to buy anything when ive got spare cash? and that i wana splurge when im penniless? it's always this way, i just dont understand. my mouth is filled with uclers. now that the 2 old ones are recovering, 1 damn new one is forming on my tongue. so sick of everything la. jus hope that this coming weekend will be a much better one.

yuck was all i could say.

2005-08-18T21:53:00.000+08:00

im giving up a lil of my time which should be used to do work to blog instead. and that big fatty is sleeping so soundly behind me on the sofa. so many tests,work and projects going on. my brain is really gonna burst and all the juice are flowing out like how u squeeze a lemon. aahhhhhhh. actually ive got mc today thou i still went to school. ACTUALLY ive got mc for yesterday and today. me, have got food poisoning and had diarrhoea and fever. i wenta the loo a total of 10 times, with a 39 degrees celcius high fever. it was hell for me. so all i could do was sleep the whole day. i realised that ive been falling ill quite oftenly i dont know why. it doesnt happen so oftenly last time. hmmmmmmm.

8 more days to happy 6th mth to fatty cake.

9 more days to glorious arrival of miss xinny teeny weeny.

CANNOT WAIT LA, i must say.

2005-08-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

ive realised that not many people have been tagging my blog. i took away the tag place and replaced it with a comments column. so the rest of the people and andriana,now u know where to tag it yeh? jus click on 'comments' right beside the date. ok so the past wk have been rather tiring. ok not rather but more of very. so many projects dued and can u even fking believe that i can have like 3 tests in a day? it's just wrong. anyway many things have happened which totally drained my energy off. just hope that i can be strong enough to perservere on. hmm ive been saving during the weekday so that i can splurge on the wkend. this plan have been working rather smoothly for 2 wks man. anyway wedding crashers was hilarious. and that sat consist of all this people.

so on sunday i dint really go out jus wenta my god sis' hse to eat. it was a damn fking long ride there.oh but i had my share of supper at prata hse with this people.

i cant wait for this sem to end so that i can enjoy the 1mth+ holidays again.

2005-08-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

so many projects to rush thru. so many school work to finish. i finally get to do a lil shopping ard town to fulfill part of my wishlist. clubbing at liquid room ytd was pretty fun. and it left my legs aching till now. i was feeling slpy the whole of today. reason was i think i slept at only 530 this morning. and tmr sch starts at 8. how boring.

2005-08-03T10:18:00.000+08:00

apparently, the 2 papers i got back aint good at all. in fact it suck. i really did study for the tests i jus dont know why in the end the results i obtained are justapieceofshit. i jus dislike WDA. some IT-based module im taking now. i think my brain is jus slowing down and one day it's jus gonna stop functioning. F U C K la.

2005-08-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

this is my never ending picture story.

2005-07-28T13:01:00.000+08:00

and im in school now waiting for stupid kenny to arrive. im damn hungry. haven been to school for fking 3 days cos i dammit sprain my ankle. and i cant wait to get back my test results. but can i just get back marcoecons and marketing? cos i think im gonna flop wda. xinny has left sg,miss you manymany my dear. so an update of wot i did thru the weekend till today. sat - bbq at phia's hse with loads of people.stayed over till the next day.phia can we have more of such bbq days in the future? mon - so i wenta see the doc to cure my leg and ate at fatty cake's hse. tues - i think this is the most exciting tues night i had.holland v with xinny marc tomo phia me and niggasout.and after that cj came and meet us and we all sat mo's car and drove all the way to mount faber.prata for supper and arrived home at 4.30am. wed - sent xinny off to the airport.and the usual and went back home.im so frigging tired i slept at 10. so today's is thurs and im here now in the crowded np canteen blogging away. doesnt sound very efficient huh? school end at 5 today. i totally dont feel like staying back till 5. fuck it all la. and yes last but not least, happy happy happy happy happy 5th mth fatty boo.

2005-07-20T11:54:00.000+08:00

the previous week was rather good thou it was common test wk break. ive watched fantastic 4 and it wasnt that bad. and ltr on ive decided to club at black. it was all good cos it has been mths since i last went there. hitting it back there make me recollect my memories. and i thought sunday was an usual "oh-so-boring-i-think-i-better-dig-my-books" day. but i suddenly received this call from tomo saying "hey xinny's driving come down when we arrive." so we consisting of fat cake,me,tomo,xinny and marc. and off we go to phia's hse to pick her up. btw my bimbo girl got punk'd totally. but you know we still love you. monday's test was screwed, but ytd's one was not that bad. there's 1 more tmr but it's the last ladies night xinny's gonna have. should i or should i not?

2005-07-15T01:04:00.000+08:00

and i finally got my fair share of clubbing at zouk with my all time-fav best friends. i got to spend all the nice time with you guys again. i was happy,very happy. can we do this all over again? black, we shall.

2005-07-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

something hit me real hard in the head when i was jus sitting ard thinking bout everything. do i always make the right decision? am i always right in making a decision? then if im not always right why did i make that particular decision at that point of time? so surreal i must say. so wot if your loved one did sth terrible in the past? would you be able to take it if you think back? you might say "aw come on it's history get on with your present life and enjoy man!" but why do i feel painful when i reminisce bout it? i really dont know. maybe im jus too emotional. wotever.

2005-07-07T13:46:00.000+08:00

im so not recovering from my cough and the flu virus. my fever come and go. the days seem to pass so quickly it's gonna be the week break soon. i so cant wait for the common tests to come to an end. and you stupid fat ass can you please take care of your feet? you make me worry. quit scratching. oh and did i mention i wana quit smoking. can lessons please end earlier i wana get out of this cold room.

2005-07-01T11:39:00.000+08:00

im sick. i feel guilty for not being able to join my friends. i feel guilty for having you to take care of me. i feel guilty for spoiling everyone's weekend. period.

2005-06-29T11:24:00.000+08:00

so many shits bombard me at a time. please spare me off all this torment. i cant stand it,i really dont know wot to do. why are all thia happening to me? i know ive disappointed my parents,im sorry. but please understand me too? i would not wana eleborate any further. i'm trying to hold back my tears and put on a strong front. so many things to juggle at a time. family,friends,my bf and studies. family - you dont talk to me when i go home. you dont ask like a "how is your day in school?" or "do you have enough to spend this week do u need more?" thats why i dont feel like going home early.wot can i do when i go home early?be a coach potato? cope myself up in the room and blast loud music? friends - seriously saying,i feel quite left out during sat's liquid room. you guys were going trigger happy yes. i aint in most of the photos. and normally i would be in most of the photos. wot im trying to say isnt bout the fotos,but...........i dont know maybe ive neglect you guys. but i dont wana feel neglected by you guys.cos you guys are the only people whom ive known for many years.you people were there for me when i was at my most confused state.i really wana spend time with you people but outings and meetings were always set so late.and now that i've got limited cash,i really dont know wot to do.my dear friends,please understand.i need all of your support to keep me going strong. bf - baby you've been there for me when im at my lowest point.i love you and you're the one who completed my life.you are the only person that can make me smile.i know we do have many quarrels and bickerings but all this aint gonna be an obstacle between us.all the quarrels we had would be lessons learnt to perfect our relationship.we are always troubled by monetary issues. and you seemed so down ytd when we had that long talk which made me miss many buses.but it was all well worth it.yes i do wana enjoy all the shopping and splurging of money.if u ask me why all our allowance dried up so fast before even approaching the end of the week,i really dont know.money jus come and go,in a snap.i know we've tried many ways to save and use money wisely and it aint working,we can try again.i dont wana give up baby.i need you to help me too.2 brains work better than 1 and we need 2 hands in order to clap.alright baby? studies - studies had been all going okay for me. no problems occured and i jus hope to pass my marco econs which i had failed last semester. and i jus hope i can pass all my modules and not retain. i thought i would jus like to write all this down to lessen my burden in me. i dont need any sympathy from anyone or any fuckers who thought i might be acting like a drama queen. this is jus wot im feeling now and only those who are close to me understands.

2005-06-24T03:49:00.000+08:00

so much tears were shed. so many quarrels we had. all this are not going to make me give up on you but only cherish you more. you made my life complete. all i jus wana say baby,i love you.

2005-06-22T10:18:00.000+08:00

now we can reunite altogether again and make wot is shown above happen.

2005-06-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

Everyone wants to be pampered. But getting pampered might not be a good thing. Trust me. to me,getting pampered means getting everything you want. making you happy everytime you want something. it also leads to giving in to you all the time,being patient with you. really patient. so being pampered can get u really spoilt. so why am i saying all this? cos i wana get spoilt. i wana be given in all the time. cos i feel loved when you does that to me. i know you're patient with me. but you dint try harder. are you gonna give up on me so easily? you jus flare up when i dint smile when u tried cheering me. like..this might not work,but another way might. did u try? wot you did was keeping silent all the way. if my mood is affecting you,im sorry. i jus hope that u can cheer me up when im jusshowingsomefkingintolerablenonsense. and after you hang up with me,i was jus hoping for u to text me via hp. it might not be long and wordy,it may jus be short and simple. it can jus be a "baby,im sorry.u know how much i love you." and that would make my day,that would make me happy. im waiting,and still waiting. but all my waiting are going up in vain. but i still hafta say this, i <3 you.

2005-06-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

i had a long shopping list. and i need money to fulfill all my wants. i cant get to slp now,cos all my wants are haunting me. they are calling out to me. period.

2005-06-12T18:38:00.000+08:00

so i finally watched mr and mrs smith. it was nice. so ive decided to try out a new stragedy. a new way to save money so that at the end of the week,like on saturdays,i would have more to spend. seriously i figured out that my allowance does not really allow me to splurge. it does like time when im single. but not now i guess. i think im gonna cut my hair soon. its getting loooooooooooooooooooooonnnnng.

2005-06-09T04:34:00.000+08:00

i seriously cant get to sleep. tomo is slping,phia is clubbing,xinny is in aussie. so i decided to just pen it down here to make myself feel better. i jus had a big quarrel with my boyfriend,again. it jus happened yesterday and it's happening again today. why are all this happening to me? why are all the bad things falling upon me? we quarrelled over the smallest thing ever and it can be transformed into a big one which involves all the shouting and flowing of tears. thinking back,all this really hurt me when it happened. i think it's just me,it's me who is always starting all this fucking shit. and all this fucking shit is making him shout at me which i dislike. i dislike having my boyfriend,whom i love so dearly,to shout at me. thou i know he dint mean it. but when he does that,i jus feel totally hurt,sad,down wotever negative feelings which you can think of just dump it all in. that's wot i feel when both of us quarrel. TOTAL FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. sometimes i really feel that my attitude,all my nonsense,are too intoleraterable. im not worth all this toleration. who am i to vent my anger on? where do i have all the right into doing all this to make you tolerate me? i feel so lousy now. im such a lousy girlfriend. why cant i jus give in sometimes and not make things difficult for him? why can i do such a simple thing which i think probably all the girlfriends out there who got boyfriends,are doing? maybe it all jus slides down to me being too difficult. i depend and rely on my boyfriend too much. is that the reason is to why all this shits are happening? but the reason is to why i rely and depend on him because i wana get pampered by him. i want to feel like a little girl. jus like a 3 year old girl when she is given a candy. i wana be loved by him totally,whole-heartedly. maybe im asking too much? but that's just me.ok im really a fucking bitch. for once,im at a complete loss. -baby im really sorry that all this is happening to us. like u said nothing can bring us apart but i truely am feeling really lousy and down right now. you know i love you so much so much and my heart would always be with you. thou i am really unreasonable at times,i just hope that you will be able to tolerate all this. at the end of the day,all this quarrels aint important to me. wot is the most important thing is that we are able to go thru all this together and realising we hafta cherish each other more. the sun will only rise after a storm right? i love you with all my heart baby boy. you will always be my one and only pomelo head.

2005-06-08T12:08:00.000+08:00

to make up for wot has terribly happened. baby im sorry,ok both of us are at fault alright. wot has happened had made me cherish you even more. you know i still love you as much. and the place you stood in my heart could never be replaced. and this is wot i do when im high on booze.

2005-06-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

i have been going to town everysingleday ever since last week. money hasnt been really enough as usual. madagascar was fking funny,it was hilarous! so it has been a long time since i drank alcohol and it i finally booze it all up on sat. so school has started all once more and im so bored of it. i think prolly the most exciting part of school was waking up in the morning and deciding wot to wear. but im running out of clothes. anyone care to be my santa? ohhhhh ive got a santa anyway yes? maybe clubbing should not be a top piority now to me so that i can spend more on other stuff. -baby thank you for the top you bought but can i have the mickey necklace too?hehe.

2005-06-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

i love you bigbig pomelo head. and for you my dear,im counting down to each day to your glorious arrival.

2005-05-28T16:01:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna go liquid room tonight. oh yes i am. i'm getting emotionally woked up by mario's how could you. oh yes i am. it's so nice but it's so sad. so does all nice things hafta come to a sad ending?hmmm. no i doubt not.

2005-05-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

a quick summary update on wot happened for the past week. 14/5 (sat) - BBQ at phia's hse together with yap,mo,big horse and me.the fire cant start at all until phia's bro came to the rescue.it was the first time we bbq-ed on a rainy day.so i brought my homemade pasta and tell me you guys love it.we all seriously got high after playing some shit game after drinking alcohol.so we danced to the mtv and got ourselves more high.funohyes. 15/5 (sun) - went for the perfect10 challenge at ps and they dared some girl to waxed some fucking eyebrows.it wasnt for me,period.so we were both too tired and we went home to sleep.and night time for some night games.bercardi and red label till i was drunk/ahh. 16/5 (mon) - midnight movie watching,kingdom of heaven.to cine in shorts and teeshirts.so big horse wore my roxy boardshorts HAHAHA!tsk.the movie was superb and we managed to get some special couple seat available.big horse even wanted to eat some big bao he dropped on the floor,gross.anyway after the movie we walked to newton for supper.hokkien mee and nasi goreng.so we werent that tired and we decided to walk the direction towards home and take the 20th cab. 17/5 (tues) - at night we were totally freaking bored so we decided to take the last bus to momo's hse to chill.chips,cookies,tea and puffpuffs.stayed till 3plus then home sweet home. 18/5 (wed) - so i meet tomo and yaps in town during afternoon.and seriously i jus went town with 4 bucks.roamed ard and persuaded yaps to get the nicebrowngucciwallet.he did.so after that at night i met my santa boy and his friend and we wenta hollandv to chill. 19/5 (thurs) - the whole day we stayed at home cos it was raining.so night came.and newton here we come.ate oyster omelette and hokkien mee.yumyum but fucking fat.and in order to lose all the calories we took in,santa boy and i walked all the way home from newton to shunfu.fucking took us 1 hr and15 mins.we arrived home at 2.15am i must say. 20/5 (fri) - so we woke up realising both of us were broke so we went back to my baby's hse to take.so we headed to town and did the usual stuff.and we decided to watch midnight for starwars e3.waited 3 hrs for the damn show to start so we chilled at lido mac and fortunately,i found a pkt of cigs in the toilet.nah,only 3 sticks left but i jus took it anyway.starwars was not bad,i fell aslp halfway thru.nono seriously it was not bad. 21/5 (sat) - went to my godsis' hse for dinner and hhooohhhooooooooooo.so after dinner baby and i went clubbing ltr on at liquidroom.goodman rnb alltheway.oh and shar,xinghui followed by some of their friends came together.haven been clubbing for quite some time my legs were tired.anything for the sake of having fun.and all of us wenta newton for stingray.it was a pretty fulfilling day. 22/5 (sun) - so today's sunday and i still have absolutely no idea wot am i gonna do. and that was the very summarised summary of wot had happened for the past week.sch's gonna reopen and my mood jus equals to a ½.i want more holidays! booooooo.

2005-05-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

pasta,tomato sauce,garlic chix saugage,cheddar cheese,chix breast,mushrooms. aft that was 3 sticks of ice cream. at this rate im going i think im gonna grow. but i jus enjoy cooking with you seriously.yes baby? loads of buckeroooos coming up i must say. so mr santa boy please fulfill all my wishes. i want that,that,that and that. thank you baby boy!hehe.

2005-05-08T11:34:00.000+08:00

it was supposed to be tanning today and also taking up the perfect10 challenge. so jus because of the fked up rain,everything has to be cancelled. wot a good day it is today. so i guess it would be cooking at home,watching tv and sleeping together. school's gonna reopen pretty soon. which means ive got more money to spend,which is good. but i hafta study again,which ahhhhhhhhhh im feeling lazy to do it. but no choice,wot can i say? and i seriously feel that window shopping aint that fun cos.... when you're broke,and seriously everything is a temption. it's like oh "i wana get this", "isnt that so pretty", "baby hehehehe i like that top". oh neverrrrmind.i totally got a strong instinct that i'll be richer by this coming week. that i can spend my cash blindly, i can eat wotever junk i want, and i can take cabs more often. it's alr 11.42am now and you haven arrive. hurry big horse!

2005-04-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

im back to rambling bout wot's going on in my life. the 5 days were enjoyable. 1 word bout it?PERFECT. you made my world go round and round. it has been pretty long since i've clubbed. i missed it. slightly jus slightly. and im hungry now so im not really in the mood to blog. i want my noodles!

2005-04-23T11:08:00.000+08:00

ive been enjoying myself everyday. 1 thing - i jus need more cash. the money seemed to be in a disappearing act. so the 'youandmeonly' is due next week,let this period of time be the most happy time? like you said you wana make me the happiest. i trust you alright. and mygirls,really,meet up soon for some bitch talk. i missed it.

2005-04-18T13:24:00.000+08:00

happy 18th birthday xinny dear. you finally passed the mark. club smoke and drive altogether now. how wonderful can this get? i love you so much and enjoy yourself on this very special day alright? MUAH MUAH! so i cant fking wait for next wk. god is on our side baby. no training for 1 damn wk which perfectly falls on our 1 wk holiday getaway. and again,i will follow the diet plan thou it sounds dumb having to eat the same food everyday. oh well for the sake of it. i miss my girlfriends. i wana to laugh with you all again.

2005-04-16T11:10:00.000+08:00

1 week jus breeze pass. i cant wait for the very special 5 days 4 nights. fucking indeed a real bargain. i hope this time it wont be screwed up. i hope this time it will be all so specticular like the very first day. okay so if you think my waist is expanding then stop feeding me ice cream. i seriously think my waist is expanding,BY A BIT. and there are still a lot of stuff i wana get. hey baby dont forget the mango bet.

2005-04-13T10:46:00.000+08:00

i wana shop. shop. shop. i want a short holiday getaway. so many things i want yet so lil cash. fuck it laaaaaaaaaaa.

2005-04-07T23:06:00.000+08:00

finally it's coming to an end and im gonna start all over again tmr. all the good old times that ive missed terribly. counting down to the very moment. the very very moment that i've waited so long for.

2005-04-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

so it's finally wednesday-o. 2 more days to friday.2 more fucking days you hear? and jus 48 more hours to end all this shit. im so glad baby. oh oh and dont forget my sour cream potato chips. so now my life dont really consist of clubbing like noonesbusiness. clubbing aint that impt to me no more yeh. there's so much more meaningful things that i can do. but of cos i wont chuck that aside. so once in a while i will still say "lets go shake our booties once more.". im happy with my life now. im blessed to have gd friends,im blessed to have you baby. so i jus pray hard that i dont want more shits to happen cos i wana be fucking damn hellllllllaaa OH-OH-OH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy.

2005-03-31T13:26:00.000+08:00

alright alright sorry girl. so here's an entry jus for you okay? i know you're always there for me when im down. you're there for me when im drunk. there for me when i wana cry. there for me when i feel like shopping. there for me when i feel like eating sushi. there for me when i wana gossip. and most imptly,there for me when i need a shoulder to lean on. i love you my teeny weeny.

2005-03-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

it's the 2nd day today,wasnt that as bad as i expected. baby remember the 11 days letters alright? 1 down 10 more to go! pba was screwed,dint mention bout it. last paper tmr to total liberation. happy?SO SO LAH. baby i promise that i'll go thru everything with you alright?-ilu thankyou girls for being there for me when im down.lovelove.

2005-03-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

wot am i gonna do for this 11 days? now that you're at the lowest point of your life,ill be there for you. i promise to go thru all this shit with you remember? i will trust me. shits are happening,everything seemed so screwed up. my exams are ending,hols are approaching. so why aint i feeling happy at all? all my plans are ruined,all the plans which i've planned,which i've gone thru so much trouble,jus to make things different. phiazai-momo,im so sorry i dint spend enough time with you guys.i know i've been neglecting you girls much,sorry. but i promise ill go zouking with ya babes alright? xinny weeny i miss you.alcoholic days and puff puffs huh?way too much girl.cut down alright? i've seriously cut down on my number of sticks. yes i had only 1 yesterday. BELIEVE ME. please let all this shit breeze thru. i wana lead a happy life.

2005-03-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

i need some family support. morally yes. i pray hard that i do,i do. -i miss you fat pig.

2005-03-22T02:40:00.000+08:00

i pierced any hole on my ear and it's fucking giving me loads of trouble. I MEAN LOADS. it's swollen like a fat piece of lard now. exams exams please pass quickly. i want the holidays and i want it now. please let me pass all the modules smoothly man. so you've been staying at my hse ever since last sat. and we've been spending like we own a bank. i need more buckeroooooos. so after the holidays,we'll party like there's no tmr and havoc ooooookkkkaaayyyyy?

2005-03-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

latenightbusrides,latenightmovies,latenightsuppers. all this are happening ever since saturday. and till today it is still. 26th of march,i can't wait hell no i can't. it's special,it's important. cos you are the one that i wana spend my life with. yes i want.trust me alright? 2 weeks more and exams blue are coming. 1 word,fuck.

2005-03-12T13:03:00.000+08:00

after 2fkingdays,finally.ahhh. nydc,triggerhappying,cheapshoppingbargain,company of my significant other. wot more can i ask for? tonight's our night. let us drown into each other till the next day after.

2005-03-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

i was in a foul mood. i cried like there's no tmr,smoke like there's no tmr. baby i'm so glad that u're there for me when i was down. you understand me,you love me for who i am thou i know i aint perfect. i know that you regret wot you've done in the past. so i want you to look forward to your new life,start anew. we will always be there for each other yes? i know that i'll always be there for you,i promise. so lets hold hands and walk down our lives together. share all our ups and downs together. i'll always remember wot you've said to me,and i want you to remember wot i've said. cos all those words are so true. i wana share all the fun with you yesyesyes i do. share all the things with me too aight love? lovelove.lovelovelovelove too much love.

2005-03-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

pictures speak a thousand words. so here they are! helluva night - im so glad you're back in sg tomo darling.ive been missing you muchmuch. (:

2005-03-04T01:05:00.000+08:00

i talked to my mom,and as gd as i know,it dint turn out the way i wanted it to be. i feel so stressed,i feel so disappointed,im feeling so down. but baby you are always there for me when im down,when i sad. and i thank you for that. you said all those things that melt my heart. you said all those things that made me go wild and crazy over you. i hope you love me as much as i do love you. i wana walk down the beach with you,watch the stars with you,and also stay by your side when wotever shit happens. and i promise that i'll never break your heart,i swear,i do i do. and now that ive finally found you,im not gonna let you go. cos i know that my love for you will never fade. trust me edward. you walked into my life,and stole my heart away. and now that it's with you,i want you to keep it. keep it like a diamond in a treasure box. and since u alr have the key to my heart,you can open it up. open it up and u will realise how true my words are. cos i will never lie to you,never in my life i will. you can go to the end of the world and not worry bout anything,cos i'll follow you,where ever you go,and i'll always hold onto your hand tight. so can you promise me that you'll do all the same for me too?

2005-03-03T04:25:00.000+08:00

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby Baby, Ooh, I'm so glad I will never find another lover sweeter than you, sweeter than you I will never find another lover more precious than you, more precious than you Girl you are, Close to me you're like my mother, Close to me you're like my father, Close to me you're like my sister, Close to me you're like my brother You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing All my life I prayed for someone like you I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I prayed for someone like you I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do love me too Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger, You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above, For sending me your love, I cherish every hug, I REALLY LOVE YOU!!! You're all that I've ever known, When you smile on your face all I see is a glow, You turned my life around, You picked me up when I was down, You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows, You picked me up when I was down You're all that I've ever known, when you smile your face glows, You picked me up when I was down and I hope that you feel the same way too, Yes I pray that you do love me too. -i love you so baby,i do i do.thank you for everything for wot u've done for me.

2005-03-02T16:48:00.000+08:00

black on sat till sun. chill in town on sunday night. wine hut and cocolatte on monday night. beer in holland v on tuesday night. ive been going thru this 4 days 'alcoholically'. maybe i really need a new liver soon. baby baby im so glad you're there for me when im drunk. i dont wana you to go to thailand cos i know ill miss you. 2 days will soon be over. BTW,an advise to all out there. too much vigorous exercise would cause one to walk like a penguin,have insufficient slp and last of all,the poor ol' legs. tsktsk audrey.

2005-03-01T16:52:00.000+08:00

now i've found someone to cut my chicken chop for me.

2005-02-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

i've got loads of stuff to get. 1.glasses 2.sunglasses 3.fossil watch 4. flat pumps 5.perfume 6.lingerie 7.mobile phone and more that i couldn't think of right now. cash is wot i need. i've still got my red packet money left but i cant use em all yet. school's pretty boring and my 2nd common test is coming right up. the damn weather is killing me it's goddammit hot! and quitting smoking had came across my mind. should i or should i not? life's really boring wot else could i do? club?shop?school work? it's the same routine every same ol' day. i want sth exciting,something that thrills me and gets my andrealine pumping. but where the heck could i find this excitement which is so difficult to look for? i see all the loving couples walking on the streets hand in hand and they did envy me. seriously speaking,i've been single for fuckit long. 2 years plus?oh yes you couldn't believe it! i dont know why it's so difficult to find jus someone you like. someone who will always be there for you when you needed him. talk to him when you needed him,lean on him when you needed him. and that dammn guy hasn't appear before me yet. YES IT HASN'T. maybe that's why life is getting pretty boring and dull. single life is good,yes,but not for long. sometimes you would feel lonely. maybe that's wot im feeling thru right now. i wana return back to the old times when we jus message each other mushy smses and lovely good night messages thou it might seemed childish sometimes. when you're feeling tired sitting in the train thru the long journey and there's a shoulder beside for you to lean on. when you're cold in the cinema and he's jus there to hug you or lend you his jacket. when the dammn chicken chop is so damn hard and he would offer to cut it for you. when he stays so far away but is willing to come all the way to your hse jus to see you. when you're crossing the road and he jus hold your hand suddenly and walk across with you thou all the cars had stopped and it's not even one bit dangerous to cross yourself. all this things,are making me reminisce the past. but the past,which would not last. oh well this is life i guess. life,life,life.

2005-02-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

i haven came here for a long shit time. many things happened,it happened so fast. sometimes i really ask myself wot do i want actually? but i couldnt find the answer to it. life is really unpredictable and i really wont know wot's gon happen next. all the cigs and alcohol,all the clubbing shit,all the school work,all my friends,every single thing in my life. i wish upon all this to be. but im quite satisfied with wot i have now,and i dont want anything to change. all i want is that special heart. shits out- *i miss you xinny boo.i really do. ): i wana share all the fun with you too.

2005-02-10T13:59:00.000+08:00

cny visiting.it's the same every year. but i still do look forward to every visit cos that means more red packets. so after my grandma's hse i wenta my godma's hse. wenta chill with my bro god sis and her friend ltr on at coffee club. it was quite good thou. headed home after that and met my darlings ltr on at zouk. the queue was hell long. but it was all worth it. we all took fotos like nobody's business hell yeahhhhhhhh. xinny please send me all the pretty fotos soonsoon. slept at like 5plus 6 and my bro woke me up at 10 this morning for brunch. im so frigging tired. my dark rings are showing,i'm looking damn ugly now i seriously hate it. so black tmr night?yes i cant wait! HAPPY CNY TO EVERYONE! chaochao.

2005-02-05T12:26:00.000+08:00

zouk sucks to the fucking hell on friday night. the music was bad,everything was bad. i miss black and i swore not to go back to zouk on friday nights. the dance floor was packed like shit,i hate it. the worse is yet to come. MY FUCKING PHONE GOT STOLEN! AND WHOEVER WAS THE ONE WHO STOLE IT,I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL LIKE A FUCKING MILLION TIMES YOU FUCKING MOTHER FUCKER. and i hope that in your next 10 generations,all your people grow their butts on their faces instead. SCREW YOU ASSHOLE. i fucking got drunk and puked and puked and puked. everything is happening at the wrong time! someone pls help me? and i called singtel they said that i need 1 working day to activate my sim card. so i only can use my sim card on monday?F.U.C.K. all the photos are gone,the messages are gone,the notes are gone. everything which is so goddamn important inside are now gone.FUCK IT again. so i think that today and sunday would be a living hell to me. actually,it has already been a living hell to me ever since ytd night. so and again,F-U-C-K = FUCK.

2005-02-03T16:25:00.000+08:00

photobitchwhore yes i hafta admit. so here are my birthday fotos. ooohlalalala

2005-02-02T17:48:00.000+08:00

my birthday falls in the midst of my test wk. tell me how goddammit sucky can it get. but well i did enjoy my birthday as i said it was the best 18 years of my life. 2 more papers to go and i really aint got no mood to study. im getting sick of school,im getting sick of everything. i really needa wake up and ponder thru wot i wana do in life. my paper wasnt that bad today i jus hope that i dont flop it. -you are sucha sweet thing and yes i feel it deep down in my heart.i dont wana you to leave so soon,cos there are loads of things i wana tell you,i wana share with you.all the things you did,maybe you dont mean a thing,but i took it seriously.if i aint made for you,why does my heart tell me that i am?

2005-01-29T06:25:00.000+08:00

after party. i was disappointed that mervyn cant make it. but ive got the girls and their presents. they gave my a surprise cake too,thank you babes. (: so xinny told me that dont worry girl ltr u'll enjoy the hell out of your life. there'll be double happiness. yes indeed,all of them surprised me. and they brought mervyn here! he wanted to give me a surprise and told me he couldnt make it initally. at that point of time when i saw him,my heart jumped,i experienced andrealine rush. blood was rushing thru my brain,IS THAT REALLY HIM? and for christ sake it was him! he's real,he was there,right in front of me,smiling to me. and told me to give him a biggy wissy hug. words couldnt describe my feelings at that point of time.i was exhilarated! mervyn,you really did surprised me,thank you baby boy. black's crowd wasnt gd today. but luckily ive got the girls and mervyn with me. but his friend got into some trouble so it dint really ended up the way it should be. but i was glad he turned up,i was happy that he wanted to surprise me. this was the happiest day of my 18 years of life. and yes,im speaking from the bottom of my heart. you are sucha sweet thing you know?and i so hafta give you a big hug for that. and thank you girls,really.for giving me sucha good present that by bringing him here. you girls are the best,and i really mean the best. and after listening to this particular song,my emotions are starting to flow out and i so hafta pen it down here. we have been friends for so long,near a decade,and you guys are the ones who understand me the most. you girls know wot i like the most,wot i dislike the most,wot i desire the most and wot i hope for the most. and how many friends in your life could do that? i cherish all of you,every single one,xinny,tomo and sophia. we share all our laughters,happiness,sorrows and tears together. we were there for each other when anyone of us felt like crumbling to the end of the world. our hands,our shoulders,our words. its all out there without being asked,without being yeiled. it has became a routine,a habit,which we had for years. and it's not gonna change.and hell no i wouldnt wana change. cos without you girls,there isnt this audrey now.no way girls. you girls made me into wot i am now,wot i am today.and i thank you for that cos im happy with wot i am now,wot i am today. i guess in the first place if we do not know each other,i wouldnt be enjoying that much of my teenage years. i guess it's all destiny,it's all fated. fated that the 4 of us are so bonded,so united. the togetherness is something that can never be replaced. nothing,nothing can replace this friendship which i cherished so much. when i was down,you girls were there for me. imagine wot would happen if you girls aint there for me?i guess i'll jus sob alone. you guys are just the light which lights up the darkness in the room,the rain when there's a drought,the sun when there's a thunderstorm. words can't really express wot im feeling right now. and all i wana say is jus a big thank you,to the 3 of you. thank you aint enough,but i just want the 3 of you to know,that deep down in my heart,i appreciate wot all of you did for me. thou sometimes we would have some childish arguements, but i guess that's wot made our friendship so much stronger,so much firmer. and finally,i wana say this,i cherish the 3 of you,i really do. feel like crying after typing so much. true friends are hard to find,and im lucky to have found you girls. you are my soul,the air i breathe,the friends that i'll never let go for life.

2005-01-28T13:47:00.000+08:00

new fotos up,finally.partying shit

all thanks to xinny baby. im gonnnnnnnnnaaa celebrate my bday tonight! early celebration thou cos sadly,my bday wk falls on my common test wk. who cares but oh hellllll yeahh. my 18th bash which only happens once in a life time. this is one of the many greatest happy moments in my life. -you hafta make up to me alright,now it doesnt feel so bad.but like you said,just imagine that you're there.

2005-01-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

clubbing 3 days in a row dint wore me out that badly. but yes it was helluva an experience. SO YES I SHOUT TO EVERYONE THAT I REALLY DID ENJOY MYSELF TO THE FULLEST! we took photos like nobody's business, danced like nobody's business. photobitchwhores,yes we were. but my exams are coming,real soon. so here i coming boring textbooks,im gonna dig into you again.

2005-01-18T19:31:00.000+08:00

school ends at 1 today. my oh my i haven end that early in i cant remember when. so i met up with tomo and xinny for whiles. they're fucking going back to aussie in 1 mth's time. so who's gonna club with me? who's gonna drink with me? smoke with me?shop with me?dance with me? share my problems with?blabber my nonsense to and tolerate my pms mood swing days? who who who? just 3 short simple words. FUCK IT MAN. after that i met up with shar xinghui and lydia. babes we are so gonna go clubbing together again. so my bday is coming.cny is coming.i hafta remake my lost ic.valentines day is coming. all this shit need big bucks. so for valentines day i think ill end up celebrating with my usual girls. so let all the lonely souls unite that day together. or should i phrase it in a better way,let singlehood rock that night baaabbbbyyyy.

2005-01-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

so a quick summary of wot happened this week. black on wed with my usual babes and oh wot wot wot happened. i got drunk.i puked.i cant walk properly.i met new people. luckily they were there for me or i jus wont fucking know wot to do. loads of alcohol,groovy loud music,fuckingfantastic company and the happening crowd. so today xinny phia and me had our filled for dinner at SICC. consisting of seafood bee hoon,california maki,fried fish cake,green apple and honeydew juice. not forgetting the glorious dessert. black forest cake,some frigging gd fruit cake and almond tart. we ate till we were filled to our brim. met up with jovi and burger and chilled at nydc. i hella wana go to zouk today but im only left with 10 bucks. S H I T H E L L M A N. so now im home so early on a friday night. fuck?yes man.

2005-01-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

i cant resist this picture i so hafta take it from xinny's blog. like wot she said,cheers to sisterhood.i love you girls. here are some yummy fotos. let the fotos do the talking. finally im done.enjoy!

2005-01-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

im so damn tired. my energy is draining off,totally,from my body. i feeling weak,im feeling useless,im feeling not like before. i hate this feeling. my eyes are dry,my body is so cold,my feet are wrinkled up. wots turning me into wot i am now? someone please tell me.

2005-01-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

we all discussed and for now we have 7 chilling spots. totallllyyyyyyyyyyy perffeeeeccctttt. ashlee,beyonce,madonna and pink.we all know wot this are. so for the pass week it was quite gd. monday>watched movie with xinny phia and marc. tuesday>met angeline and i bought a pair of jeans. wednesday>mambo night with my sexy ladies. friday>dinner at SICC with my usuals,chilling at spins and off to tomo's hse. saturday>dinner at marche with my usuals again and chilling at holland village. sunday>swam and lunched at SICC with xinny and phia and of cos,my hse ltr. so this was wot happened this week. fabulous feast on saturday. loads and loads of beer next. my fucking phone bill shot up to 194 bucks this month. my mom scolded me man and i really hella dont know why it's so frigging expensive. i need save money for everything. bags,wallet,clothes,my birthday.and wots more to come ive got no idea. and at this point of time,cig smoke is making me feel gross out. weird but true. i cant wait to turn 18,finally i can do more illegal stuff legally.

2005-01-05T00:12:00.000+08:00

haven been updating. so now now now,2-0-0-5 is here. a totally brand new year. new year countdown was FANTASTIC. partying at rouge with hell loads of people. sexy ladies,hunky hunks,white foam,colorful streamers,partying hats. loads and loads of alcohol and cigs. oooooohhh how much better can it get? and i just dyed my hair oh-so-fabulous jet black. so now i look like a chinadoll?my mom thinks my hair looks like a wig. i seriously mega hella urgently need clothes. i need big bucks. i've loads of desires yet to fulfill. someone please help me! mambo night tmr sexy babes. so lets ride down to zouk again once more. marc - take care dude u're going back to aussie land so soon.you better come back for my birthday you hear?miss you!

2004-12-31T13:52:00.000+08:00

it's new year's eve today. it means the last day of 2004. it also means that it's countdown today. and fucking hell also means im gonna party till shit comes. i love 2004 seriously,its so damn happening. my retrival of my o level results,my 1st year of poly,clubbing non-stop,getting fucking hell drunk,smoke my way thru all the shit,besties gd friends united,chilling together everyday even thou im broke,met julian and also **** ** *********. ok maybe the 2nd last one is just for a short period of time but it's the best feeling that i've ever had. but how it has turned into an emptiness that seemed that it doesnt wana go away. so now it's gone who can give the the feeling again? who can boost those of mine to the heavens without letting it crumble? i've been in hell,trust me.and it's many fucking levels down. but now slowly,i've been trying to rise up. ok stop those shit or i'm gonna start reminiscing the past which i've been trying hard to forget. plans oh plans for ltr. so it's dinner consisting of > xinny,marc,me,tomo,phia,my bro and maybe phia's sista. after that we'll club at black. seriously it's only been 1 wk since we last went clubbing but why the fuck did it seems so frigging long? maybe cos clubbing have became part of our routine. alrighty so i wish every single person out there a very happy 2004 and hope for an even better 2005. every single year is so precious,so cherish everything you have. seriously. (quote of the day) love out!